We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Autumnal

by Kittiwake

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
I've been roaming for so long nomadic by nature Limbs loosened by the weather scurrying 'round the hills 'round the rivers Lost, full of fear always on the run My fur clinging in tufts tangled, ravaged beast Here I stand feckless, feigned innocence We forgot where we came from Here I stand Body glistening We were forged from the star stuff And it's hard I caught up with you and I fused my skin to yours atom for atom we met with recognition And I saw myself when i looked into your eyes Ocular galaxies gazing back at me Here I stand feckless, feigned innocence We forgot where we came from Here I stand body glistening We were forged from the star stuff And it's hard
2.
Recurrent 04:44
This is the beginning of a grand old scheme lights flash in the distance we both squint to see Take my hand (hold me close) Close your eyes (say hello) Wrap me up (steady now) breathless always bated always firmness always caresses always Limbs entwine rhythm devine a whisper expanded across the universe Every movement sets into motion the smallest sound Scrape your chair across the pavement take a look around What's that in your field of vision? It's drawing nearer now Bring forth the greatest measures to bring it closer now Wrap me up (steady now) Close your eyes (say hello) Take my hand (hold me close) breathless always bated always firmness always caresses always golden always it smolders always i hold it always to open always
3.
Over the bridge and into the water you were looking back Glaze over your eyes droplets hang there I see them I count them A constellation A trigger of the moment Snap-shot Freeze frame portrait The white frothy currents The ripples in the water Its only a mirage And I will stand up Its only a mirage And i will stand up Don't let them pull you into the depths the slosh-slosh beckoning Lets just dream of this Lets just sit here quiet for a while now and take this moment in Your baby's got a paper face You didn't notice i bet And when the wind blows Off it comes torn from it's roots like dandelion seeds The white frothy currents The ripples in the water Its only a mirage And I will stand up Its only a mirage And i will stand up And I will and I will and I will and I will Stand
4.
Insecure 06:40
How can you love me when I am like a child? How can you love me when I'm an empty shell? How can you love me when I am out of control? When my head spins so fast and I fall to the floor When I don't remember Starts and finishes When I don't remember Movements When I let my sadness and fear consume me When I can't form a coherent sentence I know all of these things and I propagate them Rolling out my emotions like so many ribbons Plucking them out of my mouth One by one My hands groping constantly groping for the cause I'm tired I'm tired I force myself into wakefulness I'm tired I'm tired My dreams make me nervous All I want and all I need is love but how can you love me when I do not love myself?
5.
I shucked off my skin and I left it tangled in brushes It's slack and it's limp It's shoulder's slumped down Into submission My vessel separated from the folds of myself The down, trickling sounds of all the voices coming out I am hollow now For every child left alone with every worrisome thought Too afraid to move from the bedroom to the kitchen On pins and needles on broken glass I am walking I hold my breath I try to drown out the sounds crashing and ringing In my defense It's easier to hide Let's pretend like I don't exist I am shut and I want to be open but the deeper I dig the harder the ground is Cut me loose and I'll disappear spit my brain onto paper A well springs up at midnight My resolve is found in darkness I shucked off my skin and I left it tangled in brushes It's slack and it's limp It's shoulder's slumped down Into submission My vessel separated from the folds of myself The down, trickling sounds of all the voices coming out I am hollow now

about

Written and performed by Kittiwake
Mixed by Rebecca Menzia
Mastered by Scott Westerick
Album cover art by Sophie La Leo

credits

released February 27, 2016

Laila O'Sullivan - Piano and vocals
Joshua Nathan Jeffries - Guitar
Molly McDermott - Cello
Travis Burrows - Drums

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Kittiwake

Kittiwakes are coastal breeding birds ranging in the North Pacific, North Atlantic and Arctic oceans. The black-legged kittiwake is often known simply as kittiwake. The name is derived from the birds call, a song 'kittee-wa-ake, kittee-wa-ake'. Colonies can be found throughout the Bering Sea and Aleutian Islands to southeast Alaska. In the winter, the range extends further south and out to sea. ... more

contact / help

Contact Kittiwake

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Kittiwake, you may also like: